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JenJen heart_sp_pan @JenJen@mastodon.art
1mo
Adhd medication titration / Elvanse 50mg Okay something kind of incredible has happened.

I'll see if I can do a quick video for my backers later to update them
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JenJen heart_sp_pan @JenJen@mastodon.art
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Adhd medication titration / Elvanse 50mg Looks like the "something kind of incredible" came at a cost

Crash
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JenJen heart_sp_pan @JenJen@mastodon.art
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Adhd medication titration / Elvanse 50mg what I think happened yesterday:

I had an amazingly productive and inspired and focused day! ...to the point where I frenzied. I didn't eat or drink properly, I just kept going.

The comedown happened at 6pm and I was trying to put the streaming screen away when Husbeard was like: "Sit down on the sofa NOW", cus I wasn't even steady on my feet anymore.

30+ min spent on the sofa, with twitching and swaying and prickly brain and textures being off
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JenJen heart_sp_pan @JenJen@mastodon.art
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Adhd medication titration / Elvanse 50mg CloZee is basically ADHD brain music

This in your ears, DEEP

youtu.be/dpa-PD14z_0?si=c4Mbdulhh9IXI5KU
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JenJen heart_sp_pan @JenJen@mastodon.art
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Adhd medication titration / Elvanse 50mg Interrupted sleep - hissing sound in my brain in the night

Off this morning, but hoping I can ease my way back

Yesterday during my comedown my vision got so fuzzy that I couldnt see my phone screen text at all

I have so many emails to answer and I just cant atm
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JenJen heart_sp_pan @JenJen@mastodon.art
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Adhd medication titration / Elvanse 50mg Okay Im gonna try my best to answer the most pressing emails now that Ive taken my dose blobfoxcomfycomputer
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JenJen heart_sp_pan @JenJen@mastodon.art
1mo
When the stimulants hit blobfoxhyper
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JenJen heart_sp_pan @JenJen@mastodon.art
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Adhd medication titration / Elvanse 50mg This is so weird - I've had no crash today, just a gentle sifting out of the meds until my husband said he noticed I was back to "JenJen classic"

And I'm going to go travelling on my own tomorrow - on a coach. Pre meds I would've never done this - I hope I'll be okay, but legit feel like I can do it
blobfoxcomfy

Not kidding when I say this experience is
life changing
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JenJen heart_sp_pan @JenJen@mastodon.art
1mo
Adhd medication titration / Elvanse 50mg The meds really helped me stay calm and focused while the whole VISA thing was kicking off!

And my coach travel was a
breeze. No travel anxiety.

While they're settling I am noticing the period of them being effective is again getting shorter and shorter...
Hope this doesn't go back down to 4 hours.
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JenJen heart_sp_pan @JenJen@mastodon.art
1mo
Adhd medication titration / Elvanse 50mg Oh boi we settlin'

The routine seems to be:
✨️Take meds
✨️Feel it kick in within 30min
✨️At around the 1-2 hour mark I AM UNSTOPPABLE
✨️Then stable and focused and happy
✨️All High Brain stuff happens in the morning with maximum mini speed
✨️After around ~6-7 hours it wears off
✨️Have soft comedown for 30-45min
✨️Make post-med REGULAR TEA
✨️Have a second wind of energy and do chill work (like Jenitales) until bedtime

And I sleep fine. Still dry mouth tho. Always.
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JenJen heart_sp_pan @JenJen@mastodon.art
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Adhd medication titration / Elvanse 50mg Everything's being improved with this new dose, but I've noticed over the last few days that what I thought was another temporary side effect has decided to stick around: The ear/brain hiss.

It's on the back of right ear, like in my brain behind my right ear and it'll sometimes swell a bit, and retract, but always this high pitch hiss.

Looked up uncommon side effects, and there's stuff about "hearing things that aren't there" err.. Hallucinations.
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JenJen heart_sp_pan @JenJen@mastodon.art
1mo
Adhd medication titration / Elvanse 50mg Turns out I've also been having one of the other uncommon Ocular side effects: Fuzzy vision. But that hasn't stuck around like this hissing has.

Never heard anything like it before
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JenJen heart_sp_pan @JenJen@mastodon.art
1mo
Adhd medication titration / Elvanse 50mg Predictably at this point: the phantom hissing seems to be going away - almost like my brain cycles through side effects while it's getting used to this new dose.

And predictably something else has popped up today: phantom smells.

I'm behaving a bit strange and having (in Husbeards words) "sensory things happening"

I didn't notice until he told me - but I am smelling things that arent there.

So... I decided to test something. For science...
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JenJen heart_sp_pan @JenJen@mastodon.art
1mo
Adhd medication titration / Elvanse 50mg ...I sprayed myself with a strong warm and comforting perfume to see if anything would happen - aaand I got palpitations

Had to sit down to calm my heart down - the smell is IN ME. It's everywhere -
This is FASCINATING.

Perfume in question:
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JenJen heart_sp_pan @JenJen@mastodon.art
1mo
Adhd medication titration / Elvanse 50mg Waaoow - BIG ol' crash.
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JenJen heart_sp_pan @JenJen@mastodon.art
1mo
When u got dat hyperactive adhd and ur waitin' for the meds to kick in bugcat_dance

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JenJen heart_sp_pan @JenJen@mastodon.art
3w
VOICE note / Adhd medication titration / Elvanse 50mg / I'm having a huge AHA moment while nursing my RSI.

Voice attached:
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JenJen heart_sp_pan @JenJen@mastodon.art
3w
Adhd medication titration / Elvanse 50mg brain go brrrrr

youtu.be/SHUAwlOHsJM?si=9Y9yh0X6xpKk5BxI
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JenJen heart_sp_pan @JenJen@mastodon.art
3w
Adhd medication titration / Elvanse 50mg Clinician call today! Will I be put on 70mg and get the EIKE HAIR PILLS? Stay tuned to find out ablobfoxbongohyper
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JenJen heart_sp_pan @JenJen@mastodon.art
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Adhd medication titration / Elvanse I'm off to pick up my tester dose of 70mg! AKA: the highest dose they do(?)

I'm starting the 70mg tomorrow - on.. owncast day... Which may end up not happening if I act very odd.

On the first day of 50mg I cried ALL DAY until my nose was red raw from all the snotting - so.. y'know. Stream may not happen.

I'll need to do a proper announcement for people that I may be even slower with work the next few days while my brain tests the 70mg.
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sijmen @sijmen@shrimp.vijf.life
3w
adhd medication @JenJen it's so intriguing how crying is such a common response

first time I had ritalin I was an absolute crying mess for the next 10, 20 minutes at least
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JenJen heart_sp_pan @JenJen@mastodon.art
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adhd medication @sijmen It's wild!
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